ringing your doorbell with no reason in mind i am afraid of myself i wonder if you will be frightened then i see your face your sweet sad eyes and for a minute then i can forget about this my fucked up life and i can see you i can see you yes i can stay and smoke for a bit and things inside look just lovely i wonder if you are as lonely as i am then i see your face your glossed over eyes and for a minute then i can forget about this our dying friendship i can hear you crying i can hear it three weeks and i'm still broken in half been eating ecstasy like it were candy my spine can verify that i've got to leave this place get lost in orbit i wish for one minute i could be free of this mess because it's on its way back i can almost feel it i can feel it i can feel it (Illustrations by www.CoreySmithArt.com)
