i noticed you first when i came into the party and i wanna know if you are here with somebody and if you are not would you like to be here with me because i have never talked like this with anybody and that is really amazing because god knows that before i turned fifteen i fucked everybody what's that oh i see what a pity what a terrible sham and disappointment for me but i will not allow myself to be suprised because this is the thing that i have come to realize there are no kind faces there are no kind faces no kind faces i cannot change anything or anybody i can only force them to see what they are missing i tell this to myself until i am blue in the face and then we walk a pale blue mile to the end of the scene remarking on the distance of our journey and bathing ourselves in the mystery of what could happen if we were to let it but i do not hate myself enough to ask i do not hate myself enough to ask there are no kind faces no kind faces there are no kind faces (Illustrations by www.CoreySmithArt.com)
